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Diana van Eyk's avatar

I love the timing of this article!

For the past week I've had a headache, partially from heat and wildfire smoke, and I've been anxious about the possibility of losing my home and community to fire.

But this afternoon a friend told me about a new locally made plant based fudgesicle, and I went out and bought one as soon as I could. I spent a moment in the shade enjoying a beautiful summer day, eating my fudgesicle, enjoying every nibble. Then I rode my bike home when it was half eaten, eating the rest while coasting down the road.

There's still every possibility of a forest fire, but for a brief moment I enjoyed the feeling of a beautiful summer day anyways.

I will hang onto that feeling. It was like a kind of making peace.

Landru's avatar

Thank you, that is a beautiful story, keep writing me friend : )

Diana van Eyk's avatar

It was a pleasure to share it, Landru.

Franklin O'Kanu's avatar

Diana, you and others may appreciate this article on positivity. It shows the power of why we need to find the positive in things because being positive literally changes our world: https://unorthodoxy.substack.com/p/the-power-of-positivity

Diana van Eyk's avatar

Wow! Those stories were pretty astounding. Our minds are so powerful.

Indu Abeysekara's avatar

If there's no beauty and joy to be had in this world, why are we struggling for peace, justice and the wellbeing of our fellow humans, animals and ecology?

Make peace, be kind, be gentle.

Landru's avatar

Thank you for that. You are kind, loving, and caring.

Susan T's avatar

I see beauty every day when I see squirrels, hear birds singing, even when I see bugs crawling across the sidewalk. I refuse to see any beauty in war, in Zionism, in racism, in misogyny. If I start seeing beauty in those things, that will be the day I am fucked.

Tom High's avatar

Squirrels are cool. Except when they steal tomatoes from my garden, take them up on a fence rail, and only eat one bite. Then they are Satan’s spawn.

Susan T's avatar

that's a bit harsh. Haven't you ever had something you thought you wanted, but only took one bite?

Tom High's avatar

Not with the same thing, over and over. I think they are doing it as much for the water inside the tomato as for the fruit itself.

Like I said, squirrels are mostly cool. They give my Labs a reason to exercise.

gypsy33's avatar

Tom, have you ever heard of “cats”?

Tom High's avatar

Thought about a feral, but like chickens, they don’t respect a freshly seeded bed. And we have coyotes.

gypsy33's avatar

Tom, we start 90% of our stuff from seedlings, we grow in trays, then transplant them. Helps solve the problem ( I have six cats that are all indoor/outdoor.) We occasionally hear a coyote way out back, but a shotgun blast over their heads sends em packing 😉

Rebekah Ewbank's avatar

Have you tried leaving them a bowl of water or filling a bird bath nearby that they could access? If your suspicion is correct, that would probably help..

I've lost so many of my gardens to squirrels, chipmunks, moles, deer, and groundhogs that it's actually making me re-evaluate my commitment to humane repellant options next year.

Toma's avatar

Be thankful it's a squirrel and not wild piggies that tear up the entire garden. Learn to share. One squirrel bite isn't much.

gypsy33's avatar

Common intelligence?

I can count on my hands the number of birds my cats have killed in all the time I lived here (and we have bird feeders EVERYwhere.) And never alluded to squirrels NOT damaging your orchard, but to your allusion that small animals must die because they inconvenience you. News flash: they lived there before you did.

And wanting squirrels and rabbits to die from maulings from DOGS is fucking sadistic.

PS If your dogs were on my property, I’d be outraged too. If I wanted a fuckin dog running around disturbing my wildlife I’d have one of my own. My state has laws against that shit; your dog’s either in side a fence or on a leash. What a concept.

Toma's avatar

Hi gypsy. Good to hear from you but you posted this under the wrong comment.

Never in my wildest thoughts would I have thought writing "Learn to share." would have created such a furour.

Being called inexperienced is a bit funny too. I'm 67 years old and started working in the garden at 7 years old, picked on a commercial farm starting in grade school, had my own gardens on and off when I could up till now. The last 10 years Ive lived on a few "organic " farms where "farming" is taking your SNAP card to the health food store for your organic yummies raised and picked immigrant slave labor. If a movie were made of the farming methods they use and it was released in the 30s it would have been considered either a 3 stooges movie or a horror movie.

Hawaii just passed legislation where you have to get your cats fixed and chipped at $200-$300 each with fines and fees. Feeding strays is a crime. Can't wait for the malls and tourists sites to get overwhelmed with rats. Rats are a lot easier to catch than birds and meatier too. Plus they like to swing them around by the tail and throw them in the air. Proof positive to me that cats are smarter than politicians. Can't wait for the rat solution. Maybe napalm or fuel air explosives delivered by AI drones?

Have a great day.

gypsy33's avatar

Hi Toma 🙂

Apologies for that! But thanks for your very astute comment.

Can’t wait to see guests visiting Hawaii to complain to hotel management that mice and rats are running over their faces at night, lol.

They need look back to what happened to Australia a number of years ago; the government put a bounty on feral cats. And the expected (to anyone with half a brain) happened. The mouse, rat and rabbit population exploded like a nuclear bomb. I’ll never forget a program I saw on television about it; it showed a farmer opening a barn door and an absolute tsunami of mice emerged like a flash flood. There must have been tens of thousands of them…it was like an Alfred Hitchcock movie.

Same happened in Europe. Those MF-ers considered cats “witch’s familiars” and killed them in the most horrific ways imaginable; joke was on them though! Without cats to kill the rats, this little thing called the “bubonic plague” wiped out about a third of em! 😂 Good riddance!

My ancestors, on the other hand, elevated cats to a whole new level: deity. (Yes, I’m West Asian.) And it’s worth noting that most naturally occurring cat breeds evolved in both West and East Asia: the Persian, Turkish Angora, Abyssinian, Japanese Bobtail, the iconic Siamese and many others.

Sorry about the history “lesson” Toma: had to get my yayas out! 😉

Toma's avatar

Thanks for the history lesson! Especially the Aussie bit. We're a free society as long as we do exactly as the government instructs us. Kinda like Greyhound -"let us do the driving" is "let us do the thinking". As bad as things are I never thought cats would be regulated but the here we is. I have 11 feral cats that have adopted me from the jungle (6 kittens born 3 months ago). They bring me a couple of rats nightly. Putting on my thinking cap , I can't remember one thing that the government has done that has been beneficial in the past 50 years. Everyone should do the same and then consider that when they "vote" for the next selections we have had rammed down our throats. Again. Project 2025 has worked brilliantly for the past since Ronnie began it both parties complicit. Now in the final stages. I only grieve for the youngers who we left this shīt show to. Hope they can find some beauty in the starvation, bloodshed, and climate change on the horizon. Maybe the sunsets will be spectacular.

My only suggestion to you is keep the 30-06 oiled and maybe saw down the shotgun barrel.

Mary Wildfire's avatar

Bull. One bite in each tomato ruins the whole tomato. If he has 50 tomatoes, he's making sauce and canning it, and you only do that when you've saved up enough days' worth. I know, I've got 35 tomato plants, and the squirrels aren't bothering them because they're behind a good fence, and because the squirrels are too busy ruining my apples, pears, and peaches. I call 'em spawn of Satan and want people or dogs to kill them (and this year, also rabbits) but I do still have as one of the pictures on my wall, a photo of a bunch of baby squirrels looking out of a nest in a tree. They're so cute, those damn spawn of Satan.

"Learn to share" is the statement of an inexperienced gardener.

Susan T's avatar

You want people or dogs to kill them? You think that creatures that do not obey human wishes deserve to die? And rabbits? You need help.

Mary Wildfire's avatar

Let me guess, Susan--you have never tried to grow your own food. You depend on deliveries to a grocery store and don't question how that food is grown. You don't understand that predation is a natural and NECESSARY part of ecosystem health. There are always rabbits here but their numbers have gotten out of bounds. There are likely excessive squirrels because my fruit trees help tide them over in summer till the nuts are ripe enough. My orchard is fenced, but the squirrels use the aerial highway to snack at will on my fruit trees. The garden is also fenced, but that's my fault for failing to clip the gate shut sometimes this spring, so the rabbits got in and can now hide in the sweet potatoes. It's not that I think squirrels and rabbits "deserve to die"--it's that their out-of-balance, excess numbers need reduced.

Susan T's avatar

you guess wrong. I protect whatever vegetables I don't want the birds or squirrels to get at. But even if I didn't, even if all my veggies got eaten by animals and birds, I would not kill those creatures. Humans are already predatory enough. The killing that humans do of each other and of other creatures is not natural or necessary. And it really detracts from our humanity when we decide that what we cannot otherwise deal with needs to die.

Susan T's avatar

When my son was about 9 he marched into my room and informed me that humans are viruses. Some days, it seems that he might have been right. Maybe we can develop a vaccine that will make humans not dangerous.

George McFetridge's avatar

'virus' meaning 'poison'; 'vaccine' a metaphor.

gypsy33's avatar

Bullshit, Mary. I’ve been gardening for well over 40 years and have 45+ fruit trees as well.

The only creatures around here that cause minor damage to my orchard are whitetail deer, and I ain’t killin Bambi cause he nibbled on a branch.

If y’all are havin trouble with squirrels (of all fucking things 🙄) there are these little predatory creatures called CATS that are just dandy at keepin squirrels at bay.

Mary Wildfire's avatar

I have neighbors with cats. But of course, the common intelligence in green circles is that cats must be kept indoors because they kill so many birds. I'm a bit skeptical because when we first moved here we had two cats and they probably killed hundreds of mice in the years before they died, and not a few chipmunks, but I only saw evidence of one or two dead birds. We also have a dog, but he isn't much of a hunter, and he and the neighbor's dogs are limited because other neighbors have cats and are outraged that their cats were frightened by the dogs.

Yes, I guess it was bullshit for me to allege that your fruit trees are bothered by squirrels, wasn't it? My mistake. I thought I was talking about MY fruit trees, from which I have gotten very little fruit the last four years because the squirrels take them all several weeks before they're ripe--I get some of the late apples, because the time when they're edible by squirrels comes when the acorns and hickory and black walnuts are close enough for the squirrels. Deer are not a problem since I put a fence around the orchard, not because they were doing significant damage to the fruit trees--mostly they just nibbled the ones the squirrels knocked to the ground--but because the orchard is within my chicken run, which I fenced when I was losing too many chickens to predators. A four-and-a-half foot non-electrified fence solved that problem, the chickens still have lots of forge, and the deer don't come in.

Just Sayn's avatar

Good fences make good neighbors! This includes wildlife, which suffers from human encroachment.

Tom High's avatar

It’s why I don’t have chickens, nor cats. Both will tear up a freshly seeded garden bed. I’ve trained my dogs that’s a no no.

Just Sayn's avatar

Good fencing makes good neighbors. Human encroachment has destroyed millions of acres. Don't treat the squirrels or deer ,rabbits like Palestinians!

Mary Wildfire's avatar

Yes and no. Fencing is critical if you're serious about growing food, but is not 100% reliable. And yes, the most serious invasive pest on this planet is certainly Homo sapiens. But you're here now--if you want to stay alive you have to kill something. Even if you're vegan, you have to kill the plants you eat, and all the plants that you call weeds, which would grow where you're growing your crops instead. If you're buying food instead, someone else is doing that, and probably using more destructive methods than you would.

Just Sayn's avatar

I'm fully aware of the food chain .PETA people eat tasty animals. However , mice and insects are one thing. We can do much to protect our food stuffs without having to kill everything. His live trapping is a great way to relocate, rather than eradicate. Then again squirrel stew is good too.

Mary Wildfire's avatar

Live trapping is a way to displace the threat to your garden to someone else's, unless there is a really wild place you can get to. Kinda like finding out that someone in your neighborhood is a sucker for dogs and cats, so you dump your unwanted animals near their property (something I'm currently griped about). Or dumping your garbage on their lawn when they're not home, so THEY can deal with it.

Just Sayn's avatar

Just like the Palestinians and others displaced. What to do? Get others to kill them for you. A cat, dog, . Way off topic of the beauty of life though .

David Baird's avatar

In this, Tom, I'm with Satan. If your tomatoes are being eaten, cage 'em. The tomatoes, not the squirrels. In other matters I generally agree with you.

Tom High's avatar

No way am I caging 50 tomato plants. I do cage the occasional squirrel though, in a have a hart trap. Let em go at the wooded edge of a nearby WalMart parking lot; always a treat to see how fast and far they leap out of the back of my truck when I open the trap.

I do plant a few tomatoes scattered around the garden fence line (it’s a half acre), so it’s not like the squirrels don’t have any tomato access.

The Revolution Continues's avatar

Yeah, they drive me crazy when they do that to my tomatoes, too!

Landru's avatar

My Son and I place a mixed bird seed on the ground near a large tree. It's amazing to see, all types of birds, rabbits, squirrels eating together in peace after they realize the food continues. We have a pair of ducks and geese that return for years nesting near a nearby creek. That gives me hope we humans can be at peace once we get rid of the Billionaires 1789 French Roast : )

gypsy33's avatar

One of the cutest things I ever saw in my life was a squirrel hanging upside down by his back feet on one of my apple trees. He had an apple in his front paws and was happily munching on it 🥰 Try putting out a water source for them…I have six birdbaths and a half-acre pond—and they’ll leave them ‘maters alone.

dale ruff's avatar

the deepest beauty is in an act of kindness.

Elusive1's avatar

It's a mindset. I'm currently working on mine. 🙂

Thank you!💐

Mary's avatar

I look to Nature for beauty. Without it there is nothing. Which is why it breaks me apart that we are destroying it...with our pollution, or senseless violence, our uncontrolled breeding, our ravenous greed.

As a species, we deserve extinction. So yes, we absolutely should appreciate the short time we have been privileged to exist here.

Mary Wildfire's avatar

a little pushback. It isn't the human species that deserves extinction: it's the dominant culture, a culture based on domination, which has successfully taken over the world. But there have been countless cultures that lived in balance and reverence with the rest of creation. So we're clearly capable of it. What we haven't figured out is how to defeat the domination culture which is happy to use violence to remain dominant.

Mary's avatar

Ok yes, agreed.

Mike Wisniewski's avatar

“There is beauty in everything.”

I take issue with that. Where is the beauty in a Palestinian parent hold their small child that was just blown to bits by a U.S. made bomb delivered by Zionist barbarians?

John Turcot's avatar

“There is beauty in everything”. ??? Means there is beauty in bullshit ? Mmmmmm ???,

Chuck Nasmith's avatar

There is beauty in supporting a Free Palestine. There is beauty in One State Palestine.

ennui_mcgee's avatar

But that doesn't address his question.

ennui_mcgee's avatar

This is kinda my take, too. I think I see what they are trying to say, but beauty is the wrong fucking word because it is wrapped in a self-centered sensory experience or particular biographical details. There is an Arabic phrase that means "Of God we all are one and to Him we return." I've heard Palestinians utter this in the situation you describe, in the midst of their unfathomable suffering. THAT is a recognition of the all-pervading nature of things. The closest correct English word that matches what this post is probably trying to say is God, not beauty. That is, unless their appreciation is sophisticated enough to actually see beauty in the death of innocents and wanton destruction, which is possible. Just that wasn't an example they wrote about, was it? They wrote about "dystopia" and the feefees around it. But it doesn't matter. Even if they used the word God, that too is an overloaded term that makes ppl feel a certain way.

Asghar Ali's avatar

There is an old saying of the sages and saints that “too much bitterness leads to hell.”

There is a lot in this world that can and do frustrate us, irritate us and make us angry. Every day, we experience and come face to face with acts and events, with people and groups of people that enrage us without fail. To be angry most, if not all, of the time is actually the condition of the average person in these latter days of modernity. And to be angry in the virtual world is as if it is a requirement nowadays, a default setting of being present on the social media platforms: “I am angry, therefore I exist” to twist the dominant Cartesian logic of the times. Rage is all around us, in abundant supply, especially in the hellish dungeons of the social media.

Anger is of course a legitimate human emotion and it cannot be denied. There is even sacred rage---anger that is completely justified, just as there is the concept of a “just war” in many world religions or civilizations inspired by these world religions. But in these dystopian times when anger turns into bitterness, then the harm that is done to the agent of rage far exceeds that done to the object of rage: bitterness destroys the angry person more effectively than the object or target of rage.

And what should one do to be on one’s guard in these dark times? Well, here’s another piece of wisdom from the past, and this one is from a Taoist (Chinese) sage which says that, “When the world is on fire, the sage tends to his garden.” This should not be seen as apathy, or as indifference towards the world and its problems, but understood as it has always been understood throughout history and across civilizations: as the profound wisdom that engagement with the world, especially by those of us who have not engaged, or who have failed to engage fully and sincerely with our own inner selves, with our own inner moral, intellectual and spiritual universes, does not always lead to the betterment of the world around us and often does more damage to both the worlds within and without. “Before we embark on the mission to rid the world of thorns and nails which are scattered all over the place, we need to put on our shoes” as an old African proverb informs us. (oops, too long!)

Mary Wildfire's avatar

I disagree. It is necessary for us to engage. But also to tend our gardens (continue everyday life) AND the thing that is lacking--work with others to DEPICT, envision, and begin building the better world. Most people tune out because they don't see a better alternative as possible, not so much because of indoctrination ("There Is No Alternative") as because their imaginations are atrophied from too much screen time. And how is the future depicted on screens? Mostly as dystopias, sometimes as a glorious future of everything metallic and shiny and robots and flying cars--a vision which is divorced from reality and which excites people like Elon Musk but makes emotionally healthy people recoil. If there were visions of the better world which IS possible, and ideally also depictions of the path to get there from here--a lot more people might engage.

Craig W. Middleton's avatar

Yes, the beauty of being in the moment is precious.

denise ward's avatar

Thank you for pointing out the wondrousness of the realm we are in Caitlin and bringing it to the forefront. I have a hard time seeing bombs as beautiful though and pollution. But being joyful for the good things that are around us at the same time adds "joy to the world" and I feel it goes into some kind of treasury in the aether or something of that kind. It adds to the synergistic energies in the world, thus countering the dystopian ones and lifting our overall vibrancy and vibration.

I do think though that anyone who lives luxuriously is being rather oblivious. Money could be spent lifting others rather than another car or another renovation on a perfectly good bathroom say. Imagine if we helped each other! That would make the world really beautiful because our lack of togetherness and collaboration makes this world less beautiful and more miserable and that is within our own ability to change.

Kay Kay's avatar

Seems like you wrote it for me. I am not deleting it; I will keep it to read a few more times.

Asghar Ali's avatar

"Beauty will save the world." (Fyodor Dostoevsky)

Asghar Ali's avatar

One must also be mindful of that "illuminated psycopath", Friedrich Nietzsche's advice: "If you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you". There is wisdom in it. The abysses of our times, many as they are and everywhere as they are, not only gaze back into you but actually and quickly pull you in, if you are not on guard.

Nigel Howard's avatar

LOVE THIS, thanks. In 2017 after "Hothouse Earth" was released I went through a very dark few years realising that there wasn't a snowball's hope in hell of the powers that be understanding it's significance and acting with the extreme urgency and radically enough tpo prevent us crossing the thresholds to runaway climate change. My posts were especially morose at that time. A friend who was seeing my anguish travelled from the City to Manly to buy me a coffee and told me of his own struggles and how he refused to let it get him down - how his friends called hi the happy doomist. This was a revelation for me and this is now how I describe myself. I also experienced a "fuck it" moment when participating in an avocacy effort on Manly beach trying to get youth to get more active in having a survivable future - we just got the eye-roll from all age groups. So then and there I decided that now in my 70's, having spent a lifetime of climate research and activism and depriving myself quite a lot to do the right thing, in my remaining years I was going to still enjoy myself whilst still trying to make BIG things change. For the past 4 years, I've been working with Prof Peter Newman from Curtin Uni WA, researching and fporecasting the lives lost to climate change - the results are horrifying (challenging my happy doomist aspirations). We are currently awaiting the peer review verdict on the fifth version of our paper - but I'm encouraged that it took 8 attempts to get "Hothouse Earth" published!!!

Judy Bancroft's avatar

👍 I’m in WA. Prof Newman was around when I was at Curtin - years ago. I will look forward - if that’s the right term - to reading it when published.

The Revolution Continues's avatar

"The failure to see beauty is in the eye of the beholder."

True. Beauty is always there, but the beholder has to open more than just their eyes--they must open their heart and be willing to accept and cherish the beauty that is everywhere.

Robert C Demler's avatar

Your words are a thing of beauty in this article. It is a very useful and uplifting gift in this time of so much despair. I love it that you chose to write this treatise of encouragement. Thank you, dear Caitlin, from an American man of 85 years in Northern California.