I have felt the crushing despair and hopelessness Caitlin is speaking of myself. It is like you are being suffocated. But if you can turn within and pray for grace and mercy, I promise you it will not last. We feel that so we can turn within and learn to get meaning, validation, and peaceful joyful wellbeing from ourselves. I truly wish for everyone to feel joyful just because they can and are worthy of it. I truly wish for everyone to experience the beauty and wonder that is present within us and all around us.
It does seem that even in one's dark times, if one is patient - things do turn around, or as they say, another door eventually opens. Even death seems to hint of it likely being just another transition for one's consciousness. I live life assuming there is a reason (and not an absurdity), or as William James wrote: The Will to Believe.
I have felt the crushing despair and hopelessness Caitlin is speaking of myself. It is like you are being suffocated. But if you can turn within and pray for grace and mercy, I promise you it will not last. We feel that so we can turn within and learn to get meaning, validation, and peaceful joyful wellbeing from ourselves. I truly wish for everyone to feel joyful just because they can and are worthy of it. I truly wish for everyone to experience the beauty and wonder that is present within us and all around us.
It does seem that even in one's dark times, if one is patient - things do turn around, or as they say, another door eventually opens. Even death seems to hint of it likely being just another transition for one's consciousness. I live life assuming there is a reason (and not an absurdity), or as William James wrote: The Will to Believe.