Why is it surprising to you? I guess you've lead a relatively sheltered life. I grew up in black neighborhoods and am no stranger to this kind of behavior having been ganged up on and severely beaten up on numerous occasions by them and suffer PTSD from my experiences with them. Be well and have a great weekend.🙂
Yeah, I wish I was wrong, but most black "Americans" are reverse-racist against Caucasians and think we're all weird and stupid (I ran into a lot of it when I was homeless and staying in homeless shelters with them---they hated me and threatened my life "simply" for my being white). For them, two wrongs supposedly make one right, in that they, at least unconsciously or subconsciously, falsely believe that their having been extremely discriminated against and treated with racism against them by Caucasian people, supposedly "justifies" their being racist against Caucasians in return.
FYI, I was homeless from January 2nd, 2018, to May 2019 [sixteen months of literal hell on Earth, though it undoubtedly could have been (far?) worse, very sadly].
I know to say this seems trite, and like it's "only" a phony pleasantry, but hang in there, brother. I don't know where you are (I was homeless in Portland, Oregon and Albuquerque as well as Santa Fe, New Mexico; and, man, the racism of Hispanics against Caucasions in the latter state is off the charts---long story). I think a lot of the problem once one gets (back?) into subsidized housing is that many if not most people in those "projects" presume that new single, male tenants "are sex offenders who are being hidden and/or protected by the government", so they are extremely distrusting of such new tenants, especially if they're younger disabled tenants in a mostly elderly complex (thus one is almost better off remaining homeless; because, if one gets falsely accused of such, it can get them killed.
I've never been outright falsely accused of it, but I'm quite sure that that false rumor has been started about me more than once, seriously jeopardizing my safety, just because I was new and they didn't know anything about me [other than what the management illegally, in violation of confidentiality and privacy, caused to be inserted into the gossip mill "about me", as is happening in the "Jewish" owned and operated apartment complex where I'm "living" now, in Portland, Oregon, an apparently mostly Ashkenazim-run city---one of the reasons, IMHO, that I believe many homeless people choose to remain homeless rather than having to deal with the subsidized housing craziness, and likely being evicted (again?) and becoming homeless again anyway].
I for one, if being homeless wasn't "hell-on-Earth-y" (sic) and so extremely dangerous, would CHOOSE to go homeless again, and remain such rather than myself having to deal with the insanity and/or madness of being housed in subsidized housing (where much of the willfully-ignorant riff-raff "lives", and the gossip mills are out-of-control). And, thus, if I came into some money, and I didn't have to be "vaccinated" to do so, I would get the heck out of the U.S. before it's soon too late and the government no longer lets us leave, and would spend the rest of my limited days (I'm almost 68 and physically disabled) traveling all over the world.
Additionally, I would do so if it wasn't so dangerous and/or unsafe, particularly as an unvaccinated True American, to travel as well [especially since most countries are heavily if not almost completely Catholic---for instance, the cathedrals, unlike with most, even non-Catholic travelers, which were built with slave labor and many deaths, don't interest me at all for those reasons, as well as the fact that they were (and/or continue to be?) a massive waste of money that could have been used to pull everyone who is impoverished, out of poverty [it would "only" cost about fifty billions dollars per year globally; which, if the elitists pool(ed) their money to do so, they could resolve along with homelessness altogether, or mostly], kind of like the HUGE waste of money that NASA is [not to mention the fact that the latter is neo-Nazi and/or corporate-fascist (von Braun committed {many?} war crimes and/or crimes against humanity as a German Nazi, but he was coddled for his physics and rocket "expertise", and was never held accountable for the former)].
So, if you are able to go elsewhere as a homeless person, and wanted to do so, just stay away from the southwestern states such as Arizona and New Mexico, also because they're much too hot in the summertime; and, in Albuquerque and Santa Fe, it is much too cold in the wintertime [taking into account that many if not most homeless shelters usually kick everyone out at 5:30 in the morning or so, for the day, when almost nothing, at least relatively close by, is open (as is the case in Albuquerque, whereas the shelter in Santa Fe, my favorite shelter of all the many ones I stayed in. was a bit more reasonable and didn't kick us out for the day so early)]. Oh, and if you come to Portland, Oregon, which I no longer recommend, you want to stay away from the "TPI (Transition Projects, Incorporated)", which are all "Jewish" owned and operated, and give preferential and discriminatory treatment to ex-cons, even dangerous ex-cons.
When I was staying in TPI's alleged flagship, or "best", shelter, I was threatened with being murdered by my white supremecist skinhead bunky; and, when I reported it to staff like they (falsely) claim they want us to do, instead of kicking him out as they should have done (but, if they had done so, his parole would likely have been violated, and he would have been sent back to prison as a parole violator), they kicked me out using a fraudulent pretext, FALSELY claiming that I was "homophobic" because of something I wrote to my gay case manager, "Perhaps you don't like me because I'm NOT gay".
They threw me out, as a then 61 year old elderly, highly physically disabled man, at 5:30 at night when it was too late to get a mat at the Mission shelter, and I only had one other place to go, an awful, cultist, so-called "Christian" shelter where everyone was REQUIRED to go door to door seeking donations for the shelter, where I only lasted for a few days because I was too disabled to go door to door almost every day, and they wouldn't make any exceptions for the disabled and/or elderly. Christians, my butt; and, rather, nothing but hypocrites and counterfeit "Christians". (The bedbug problem in Portland is also very bad, particularly in the homeless shelters and "cheap" motels.)
FYI, the shelter in Santa Fe, New Mexico is pretty small, so one has (far?) less fellow-homeless-people that one has to deal with, and the food is excellent (especially if one can get the rest of the men to wash their hands after taking a dump, and before touching the food, which I couldn't, and the staff didn't appear to care about; of course, that was pre-"Covid", thank God, so I'd bet that they cared about it once the "scamdemic" started). In the Albuquerque shelter, a quite large shelter with a lot of men, evidently run by (probably dangerous) drug addicts and/or "ex"-cons, as a couple of the shelter there were, a young racist Hispanic poisoned me, but at the time I thought I only had the flu really bad, feeling like I was literally going to die, and one of the two days that I was severally ill, I still wasn't allowed to stay in, and was still "kicked to the curb" in the wee hours of the freezing morning with no place to go to sleep it off, potentially making me more ill.
Anyway, it didn't hit me until later, after reflecting on that experience and the Hispanic kid and I being at odds with eachother because of his extreme disrespectfulness, staying up all night banging around right next to my bunk, constantly waking me up, and my standing up for myself against him (never "ratting him out"), which the staff wouldn't do anything about, allowing these apparently still-using drug addicts (even though they're not supposed to be allowed to stay in the shelter if they're still using---another long story) to stay up all night and bother other people staying there.
In another shelter in Albuquerque, also run by "ex"-cons, even though I'm not a "rat" (or snitch, or tattletale, or informant, and I don't trust ANY of "the man", aka the cops, anymore than they do), I was physically assaulted while "sitting on the throne", and was pushed hard against the back of the stall in such a way that I never saw who it was, and only a few feet from a staff member who allegedly didn't witness anything or even know that it had happened until I let him know about it. The guy, whoever it was, so quickly disappeared, that even though I rapidly exited the toilet stall looking for whoever it was, I couldn't see anyone quickly moving away from the immediate area. Needless to say, i immediately had to leave that shelter completely and not come back to it.
You see, the problem with homeless shelters housing "ex"-cons is that those convicts still have what I call "the convict mentality" even when they're "outside", or out of prison, acting like they're still "inside", or still in prison, and acting like every other homeless person has to have that same "convict (and/or prison) mentality", and ONLY act like convicts do "in the joint" (aka, in prison). In other words, they never leave prison behind them, and will very like go back to prison, either as a parole violator, or for a new crime, or for new crimes, plural. But the shelters get extra corporate-welfare, or federal grant money, for housing "ex"-cons, causing the shelters to illegally discriminate against the non-ex-cons, and give preferential treatment to them over non-ex-cons, and over people like myself who were not true "troublemakers" (except for standing up for constitutional rights, and against their rampant discrimination, as I did, and which is a right and duty that they also illegally and rampantly discriminate against, and/or do on the basis of).
(If anyone has any RESPECTFUL questions, please don't hesitate to let let me know.)
I’m sorry that happened to you, Kevin. And I totally believe you, since similar experiences happened to my brother-in-law’s wife growing up.
You are correct in that I grew up in an affluent neighborhood, which was in no way “integrated” back then ( even though I describe my family as “not quite white”.)
I did attend parochial school with a number black students and were friendly with them.
The dearest friend I’ve ever had in my life was a black woman. I will never again experience friendship like I did with her. Sadly she moved far away many years ago.
Oh well. Life goes on. Have a good weekend yourself, Kevin.
Why is it surprising to you? I guess you've lead a relatively sheltered life. I grew up in black neighborhoods and am no stranger to this kind of behavior having been ganged up on and severely beaten up on numerous occasions by them and suffer PTSD from my experiences with them. Be well and have a great weekend.🙂
Yeah, I wish I was wrong, but most black "Americans" are reverse-racist against Caucasians and think we're all weird and stupid (I ran into a lot of it when I was homeless and staying in homeless shelters with them---they hated me and threatened my life "simply" for my being white). For them, two wrongs supposedly make one right, in that they, at least unconsciously or subconsciously, falsely believe that their having been extremely discriminated against and treated with racism against them by Caucasian people, supposedly "justifies" their being racist against Caucasians in return.
FYI, I was homeless from January 2nd, 2018, to May 2019 [sixteen months of literal hell on Earth, though it undoubtedly could have been (far?) worse, very sadly].
I'm currently sleeping in a homeless shelter and...
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I know to say this seems trite, and like it's "only" a phony pleasantry, but hang in there, brother. I don't know where you are (I was homeless in Portland, Oregon and Albuquerque as well as Santa Fe, New Mexico; and, man, the racism of Hispanics against Caucasions in the latter state is off the charts---long story). I think a lot of the problem once one gets (back?) into subsidized housing is that many if not most people in those "projects" presume that new single, male tenants "are sex offenders who are being hidden and/or protected by the government", so they are extremely distrusting of such new tenants, especially if they're younger disabled tenants in a mostly elderly complex (thus one is almost better off remaining homeless; because, if one gets falsely accused of such, it can get them killed.
I've never been outright falsely accused of it, but I'm quite sure that that false rumor has been started about me more than once, seriously jeopardizing my safety, just because I was new and they didn't know anything about me [other than what the management illegally, in violation of confidentiality and privacy, caused to be inserted into the gossip mill "about me", as is happening in the "Jewish" owned and operated apartment complex where I'm "living" now, in Portland, Oregon, an apparently mostly Ashkenazim-run city---one of the reasons, IMHO, that I believe many homeless people choose to remain homeless rather than having to deal with the subsidized housing craziness, and likely being evicted (again?) and becoming homeless again anyway].
I for one, if being homeless wasn't "hell-on-Earth-y" (sic) and so extremely dangerous, would CHOOSE to go homeless again, and remain such rather than myself having to deal with the insanity and/or madness of being housed in subsidized housing (where much of the willfully-ignorant riff-raff "lives", and the gossip mills are out-of-control). And, thus, if I came into some money, and I didn't have to be "vaccinated" to do so, I would get the heck out of the U.S. before it's soon too late and the government no longer lets us leave, and would spend the rest of my limited days (I'm almost 68 and physically disabled) traveling all over the world.
Additionally, I would do so if it wasn't so dangerous and/or unsafe, particularly as an unvaccinated True American, to travel as well [especially since most countries are heavily if not almost completely Catholic---for instance, the cathedrals, unlike with most, even non-Catholic travelers, which were built with slave labor and many deaths, don't interest me at all for those reasons, as well as the fact that they were (and/or continue to be?) a massive waste of money that could have been used to pull everyone who is impoverished, out of poverty [it would "only" cost about fifty billions dollars per year globally; which, if the elitists pool(ed) their money to do so, they could resolve along with homelessness altogether, or mostly], kind of like the HUGE waste of money that NASA is [not to mention the fact that the latter is neo-Nazi and/or corporate-fascist (von Braun committed {many?} war crimes and/or crimes against humanity as a German Nazi, but he was coddled for his physics and rocket "expertise", and was never held accountable for the former)].
So, if you are able to go elsewhere as a homeless person, and wanted to do so, just stay away from the southwestern states such as Arizona and New Mexico, also because they're much too hot in the summertime; and, in Albuquerque and Santa Fe, it is much too cold in the wintertime [taking into account that many if not most homeless shelters usually kick everyone out at 5:30 in the morning or so, for the day, when almost nothing, at least relatively close by, is open (as is the case in Albuquerque, whereas the shelter in Santa Fe, my favorite shelter of all the many ones I stayed in. was a bit more reasonable and didn't kick us out for the day so early)]. Oh, and if you come to Portland, Oregon, which I no longer recommend, you want to stay away from the "TPI (Transition Projects, Incorporated)", which are all "Jewish" owned and operated, and give preferential and discriminatory treatment to ex-cons, even dangerous ex-cons.
When I was staying in TPI's alleged flagship, or "best", shelter, I was threatened with being murdered by my white supremecist skinhead bunky; and, when I reported it to staff like they (falsely) claim they want us to do, instead of kicking him out as they should have done (but, if they had done so, his parole would likely have been violated, and he would have been sent back to prison as a parole violator), they kicked me out using a fraudulent pretext, FALSELY claiming that I was "homophobic" because of something I wrote to my gay case manager, "Perhaps you don't like me because I'm NOT gay".
They threw me out, as a then 61 year old elderly, highly physically disabled man, at 5:30 at night when it was too late to get a mat at the Mission shelter, and I only had one other place to go, an awful, cultist, so-called "Christian" shelter where everyone was REQUIRED to go door to door seeking donations for the shelter, where I only lasted for a few days because I was too disabled to go door to door almost every day, and they wouldn't make any exceptions for the disabled and/or elderly. Christians, my butt; and, rather, nothing but hypocrites and counterfeit "Christians". (The bedbug problem in Portland is also very bad, particularly in the homeless shelters and "cheap" motels.)
FYI, the shelter in Santa Fe, New Mexico is pretty small, so one has (far?) less fellow-homeless-people that one has to deal with, and the food is excellent (especially if one can get the rest of the men to wash their hands after taking a dump, and before touching the food, which I couldn't, and the staff didn't appear to care about; of course, that was pre-"Covid", thank God, so I'd bet that they cared about it once the "scamdemic" started). In the Albuquerque shelter, a quite large shelter with a lot of men, evidently run by (probably dangerous) drug addicts and/or "ex"-cons, as a couple of the shelter there were, a young racist Hispanic poisoned me, but at the time I thought I only had the flu really bad, feeling like I was literally going to die, and one of the two days that I was severally ill, I still wasn't allowed to stay in, and was still "kicked to the curb" in the wee hours of the freezing morning with no place to go to sleep it off, potentially making me more ill.
Anyway, it didn't hit me until later, after reflecting on that experience and the Hispanic kid and I being at odds with eachother because of his extreme disrespectfulness, staying up all night banging around right next to my bunk, constantly waking me up, and my standing up for myself against him (never "ratting him out"), which the staff wouldn't do anything about, allowing these apparently still-using drug addicts (even though they're not supposed to be allowed to stay in the shelter if they're still using---another long story) to stay up all night and bother other people staying there.
In another shelter in Albuquerque, also run by "ex"-cons, even though I'm not a "rat" (or snitch, or tattletale, or informant, and I don't trust ANY of "the man", aka the cops, anymore than they do), I was physically assaulted while "sitting on the throne", and was pushed hard against the back of the stall in such a way that I never saw who it was, and only a few feet from a staff member who allegedly didn't witness anything or even know that it had happened until I let him know about it. The guy, whoever it was, so quickly disappeared, that even though I rapidly exited the toilet stall looking for whoever it was, I couldn't see anyone quickly moving away from the immediate area. Needless to say, i immediately had to leave that shelter completely and not come back to it.
You see, the problem with homeless shelters housing "ex"-cons is that those convicts still have what I call "the convict mentality" even when they're "outside", or out of prison, acting like they're still "inside", or still in prison, and acting like every other homeless person has to have that same "convict (and/or prison) mentality", and ONLY act like convicts do "in the joint" (aka, in prison). In other words, they never leave prison behind them, and will very like go back to prison, either as a parole violator, or for a new crime, or for new crimes, plural. But the shelters get extra corporate-welfare, or federal grant money, for housing "ex"-cons, causing the shelters to illegally discriminate against the non-ex-cons, and give preferential treatment to them over non-ex-cons, and over people like myself who were not true "troublemakers" (except for standing up for constitutional rights, and against their rampant discrimination, as I did, and which is a right and duty that they also illegally and rampantly discriminate against, and/or do on the basis of).
(If anyone has any RESPECTFUL questions, please don't hesitate to let let me know.)
Cheers brothers and sisters!
Signed,
Wolf
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Not trite at all sir.
Thank you for sharing this.
Steppen, I’m sorry that happened to you as well. I wonder where you live.
Around these parts I find Black folks to be friendlier and more cheerful than whites.
I live in Portland, Oregon. Thank you for your compassion.
I’m sorry that happened to you, Kevin. And I totally believe you, since similar experiences happened to my brother-in-law’s wife growing up.
You are correct in that I grew up in an affluent neighborhood, which was in no way “integrated” back then ( even though I describe my family as “not quite white”.)
I did attend parochial school with a number black students and were friendly with them.
The dearest friend I’ve ever had in my life was a black woman. I will never again experience friendship like I did with her. Sadly she moved far away many years ago.
Oh well. Life goes on. Have a good weekend yourself, Kevin.