I agree "finding" and "seeking" are the problem. And it is "meaning" we are usually looking to find,
and that's as rational as seeking meaning in a great and satisfying meal, or painting. If you need to articulate it, to define it, you missed the point. Except to say, "great," "wonderful," "fabulous". Or, "this is so strange, so wonderful, and as part of it, I am some, small, something." And forget about time running out: it can't: if you really ever latch onto any part of it, you have the whole thing, forever.
I agree "finding" and "seeking" are the problem. And it is "meaning" we are usually looking to find,
and that's as rational as seeking meaning in a great and satisfying meal, or painting. If you need to articulate it, to define it, you missed the point. Except to say, "great," "wonderful," "fabulous". Or, "this is so strange, so wonderful, and as part of it, I am some, small, something." And forget about time running out: it can't: if you really ever latch onto any part of it, you have the whole thing, forever.